void spaces

kaafi dino se main kujh bhatak sa rha tha. i was not getting wat i needed. sometimes there is a void in your life which haunts you and makes u vulnerable for urself. i was trying to accumulate myself but when i retraced myself i found myself surrounded by very strange elements. when u get something very easily u start losing its worth. something a bit same happened with me too, but in my case i had to pay for that thing. when the time comes, this void came into being, bcoz i dont wantd to pay the price. it wasnt like that i cudnt pay the price, bas main dena nhi chahta tha. this phase a long time, really long time. during this time only life rolled very roughly. actually i was unable to cope with it. it was like a player playing without practice after a long time. pta to tha kya karna hai. par kujh ho nhi rha tha.


to be contd................